Otherwise proven

I just wanna run to you
and break off the chains
and throw them away
I just wanna be so much
and shake off the dust 
that turn me to rust
Sooner than later, I'll need a saviour

D'aww look,

I didn't expect this but it's a burned dvd of...of...I forgot what's it called because I never got to watch it because it doesn't work on my dvd player :c

Along with this, babyminan gave me cake too. Red velvet cake which was and always is super yums

So thank you baby!


OK SO

I finally reactivated my FORMSPRING for no reason whatsoever

so if you have any questions you can just ask me k

Look at that ridiculous face

I've been suffering from very painful menstruation these few days....... and it hurts bad

I feel like killing someone

I also full so much more fatter than I already am; and it sucks a lot

 This is when I hate being a girl. IDK why it gets so painful like roughly twice a year and I think this is the second time

I remember the first time when it happened to me.....I was sobbing like mad and whining to babyminan on the phone

because of the pain

it was horrible............ ; - ;

 I saw da cutest sock eva in Euro Classic and it's so cute omg

So I took a picture and then got told I was not allowed to take a picture . . .

TOO LATE ^  n  ^

And this is me today! My skin is faithfully getting better everyday and my chicken pox hole-scars are fixed!

Now it's time for the redness to go away. Amazing miracle lemons can do, you shall see!

That sentence totally made no sense . . . .___.

Remember that I said I joined HSBC's WRC with ma nigga?

Well when he got his shirt, there weren't any discounts left and I was “late” to redeem the shirt :c

But my mom went anyway (only cos I told her to) and I got the shirt! yay me

But only L was available. Lucky I've got the shirt already anyway from dancing ☺

And yay for coupons!

Also, I'm looking for someone who wants to go Fitness Zone with me for a week every night from 8pm onwards ^___^

Good night for now!


O YA, DO YOU LIKE MY NEW TEMPLATE OR WAT

“IT'S GONNA BE MAAAAAAAAAAY” sang Justin Timberlake

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

I wuz hoping lyk, juz maybe, i get prettier everyday

but sad thing is I don't

BOO HOO

Anyway, these space thing is annoying but addicting. ^  u  ^

I'm actually watching New Girl now so I'm kinda lazy to blog but I'll just do it. At work I learnt to not procrastinate!

BE PROUD OF ME

I recently bought (tbf, my mom not me) Face Shop's nail polish after my last buy from them in KL for that Crack It thingy......And I swear their nail polish is in the Top 5 worst nail polishes ever

I never liked Face Shop.

The only nail polish brands I trust is Elianto or OPI but we barely have OPI in Brunei and Elianto is in Miri so I'm stuck with lousy nail polishes usually

I got purple cos it was cute and added stars on them WHICH WAS FIRST RUINED BY my boyfriend

Because of him I lost 2 stars :(

Then I was left with 6 stars which I eventually lost.....all six.

Not even 24hours and the polishes started peeling off already WTF

So lauya!!!!

TO ADD MORE PAIN

I have this BADA$$ blister that keeps getting deeper and deeper each day MADWTF

O and BunBun and I joined HSBC's Walk Run Cycle for fun cos 1) I asked spontaneously 2) I've never been to a marathon 3) Its at night 4) Its at night and 5) There's no sun

I'm pretty sure 4 and 5 is the same....derp

ALSO ALSO ALSO

OMG

EARNG IS WORKING WITH ME NOW!!!111

YAY FOR FRIENDS

I was doing well in two months before she came and then I hooked her up and she got the job and like WOAH~!~!~!~!!

It's going to be a good 2 (guaranteed) years w her! :D :D

I cannot wait to drive... COUNTDOWN: 60+days (I'm too lazy to count lol)

One long ass judgmental post

I actually said I would post a post with the title “One long ass judgmental post” to a certain people on a certain website. (No, you will never guess which) So here it is.

But I've lost my... feel to doing this

'cause I was actually suppose to do this yesterday night but my dad hogged the computer all night

and I went to sleep because I'm a weak daughter of pies

i couldn't wait

Anyway

First you should know that I haven't been to service lately 1) Sunday is my only ME TIME day/rest day 2) My sister is poop 3) Some people r mean there 4) I feel like Ghandi

So since I stopped going,

whatever comes out my mouth my sister assumes I'm judging everyone (i work at a shop where it's a must to be healthy because healthy is perfection) so she's be like “why are you so obsessed with judging” and i'm like “but...but..-” and she just likes cuts me off and walk away

what was that about

I mean health is pretty important. Me tells her to drink water because she needs it but she's like “stop it” and then glares

wat

.....

To be clear i'm not judging i'm just saying what's best for you initially. I mean water IS pretty important but apparently i'm judging

Also

Those who goes to service, foundation, bible studies and what not

(I'm using my sister and me as an EXAMPLE only)

she thinks she's superior than me because I don't even go to service? wat i mean how can i go when i have no transport and she always leaves me behind

then I bet she tells every one at church that “o, she's too lazy” “o, she was taken by the devil”

ok fellows

first off

who are u to say i was or going to be taken by the devil and watnot like....

wat

are u God's assistant or something.....though i'm really sure He doesn't need one

and secondly

if u hate someone or are saying “pity that she gon' rot in hell cos she doesn't know God like I do”

excuse me

You are God's child yes. Thank God He found u, that He has reached out for u

But you should kno dat it TAKES time too....How long ago were you saved??

just because you are saved, doesn't mean u get to bash people that they haven't

also if you hate someone, it isn't very Jesus of you to pray that they burn in hell and stuff because at the end of the day

they are most likely to have bigger faith than u, who knows

ok enough



You say you LOVE GOD, LOVE JESUS, but you still go around saying mean things about others,

disrespecting your parents, wishing they were dead

hating others for what they've done to you, annoyed you

saying FOUL words when you're angry

JUDGING PEOPLE FOR JUDGING PEOPLE, IT'S THE SAME

idek

so far what I learnt from the bible had NONE of that, it had, instead

(in my own words)

that we should always praise our brothers and sisters, not bring them down

respect parents for that is very important

love all strangers even the haters because that's WHAT JESUS WOULD DO

say no harm or speak foul language because...you use the same mouth to praise Jesus but you also use the same mouth to say those words?

and judging? i thought followers of Jesus was the least judgmental people on the planet. Maybe they were, but NOT IN THIS CENTURY.

it's no wonder Ghadi said...

“I like your Christ. I do not like your Christians. They are so unlike your Christ.”

You've read the New Testament, loved it, preached it,

but you rarely practice it.

Note: click the link and read if you don't understand what im saying